{"id":4158,"date":"2018-07-24T23:25:05","date_gmt":"2018-07-24T20:25:05","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/dirisukilisesi.org\/?p=4158"},"modified":"2018-07-25T01:50:42","modified_gmt":"2018-07-24T22:50:42","slug":"suzan-altinok","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/dirisukilisesi.org\/index.php\/2018\/07\/24\/suzan-altinok\/","title":{"rendered":"Suzan Alt\u0131nok"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><span style=\"color: #ff0000;\">\u201cHastal\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131n ilac\u0131 sevin\u00e7ti d\u00fcnyada bulamay\u0131p Rab \u0130sa\u2019da buldum\u201d diyen Suzan Han\u0131m:<\/span><!--more--><\/p>\n<p>Tan\u0131d\u0131\u011f\u0131m bir doktor benimle a\u00e7\u0131k konu\u015ftu ve ger\u00e7e\u011fi s\u00f6yledi. Bu hastal\u0131\u011f\u0131n ilac\u0131 olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131, ancak hayat\u0131mda \u00e7ok sevindirici bir olay ger\u00e7ekle\u015firse iyile\u015febilece\u011fimi s\u00f6yledi.<\/p>\n<p>Sevgili okuyucular size Rabimiz Mesih \u0130sadan esenlik diliyorum.<br \/>\nBen Suzan Alt\u0131nok<\/p>\n<p>Markos 9:23\u2019te Rabbimiz iman eden ki\u015fi i\u00e7in her \u015fey m\u00fcmk\u00fcnd\u00fcr demi\u015ftir. \u0130man edebilmek de Rab\u2019bin b\u00fcy\u00fck bir l\u00fctfudur \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc her iyilik g\u00f6kten, I\u015f\u0131klar Babas\u0131\u2019ndan gelir. Onun bize verdi\u011fi \u00f6l\u00e7\u00fcde iman edebiliriz.<\/p>\n<p>Rab \u0130sa Mesih\u2019e nas\u0131l iman etti\u011fimi anlatay\u0131m. Her \u015feyde oldu\u011fu gibi bu hikayede de y\u00fccelik ona aittir. Maalesef insan s\u0131k\u0131nt\u0131ya d\u00fc\u015fmedik\u00e7e kurtar\u0131c\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 bulam\u0131yor. 1949 y\u0131l\u0131nda hayat\u0131mdaki b\u00fcy\u00fck s\u0131k\u0131nt\u0131lardan dolay\u0131 hastaland\u0131m. Midem iflas etti, yediklerim midemde adeta ta\u015f gibi oturuyordu. Bu rahats\u0131zl\u0131k kalbime de bask\u0131 yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131 i\u00e7in \u00e7arp\u0131nt\u0131 yap\u0131yordu. O kadar rahats\u0131z oluyordum ki s\u0131k\u0131nt\u0131dan a\u011fl\u0131yordum. Doktorlara ba\u015fvurdum ama \u00e7are bulamad\u0131lar. Hastal\u0131\u011f\u0131m ge\u00e7medi ve beni daha yirmi iki ya\u015f\u0131nda i\u015fe yaramaz, \u00e7al\u0131\u015famaz bir hale getirdi. Tan\u0131d\u0131\u011f\u0131m bir doktor benimle a\u00e7\u0131k konu\u015ftu ve ger\u00e7e\u011fi s\u00f6yledi. Bu hastal\u0131\u011f\u0131n ilac\u0131 olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131, ancak hayat\u0131mda \u00e7ok sevindirici bir olay ger\u00e7ekle\u015firse iyile\u015febilece\u011fimi s\u00f6yledi. Bu durum dokuz ay kadar s\u00fcrd\u00fc.<\/p>\n<p>Annem her zaman b\u00fcy\u00fck annemin \u00e7ok imanl\u0131 oldu\u011fundan bahsederdi. Onun daima \u0130ncil okudu\u011funu ve sadece \u0130ncil\u2019den teselli ald\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 s\u00f6yledi\u011fini anlat\u0131rd\u0131. \u0130\u015fte ben de o hastal\u0131\u011f\u0131m s\u0131ras\u0131nda \u0130ncil\u2019i ilk kez elime ald\u0131m. Okuduk\u00e7a ne kadara g\u00fcnahl\u0131 oldu\u011fumu g\u00f6rd\u00fcm. \u00d6rne\u011fin Matta 5:44-48\u2019de \u201cD\u00fc\u015fmanlar\u0131n\u0131z\u0131 sevin, size zulmedenler i\u00e7in dua edin, \u00f6yle ki g\u00f6klerdeki Baban\u0131z\u0131n o\u011fullar\u0131 olas\u0131n\u0131z\u201d k\u0131sm\u0131n\u0131 okudu\u011fumda b\u00f6yle bir \u015feyi hi\u00e7bir zaman yapmami\u015f oldu\u011fumu farkettim. Ben asla Rabbimin isteklerini yapmam\u0131\u015ft\u0131m. \u201cEyvah\u201d, diye d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcm, \u201chem hastay\u0131m, \u015fimdi bir de g\u00fcnah y\u00fck\u00fc alt\u0131nda kald\u0131m. Beni bu durumdan kim kurtaracak?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Bir g\u00fcn Rab bana bir k\u0131z karde\u015f g\u00f6nderdi. Bu karde\u015f bana uzun uzun \u0130sa\u2019dan s\u00f6z etti. O s\u00f6zlere o kadar ihtiyac\u0131m vard\u0131 ki adeta i\u00e7imdeki yaralara merhem oluyordu. Bu k\u0131z karde\u015f beni bir kad\u0131nlar toplant\u0131s\u0131na davet etti. Hemen o hafta gittim. Onlar\u0131n i\u00e7tenlikle dua etmeleri beni \u00e7ok etkiledi. O g\u00fcn karar verdim, o ortam\u0131 daha \u00f6nce ba\u015fka hi\u00e7bir yerde bulamam\u0131\u015ft\u0131m, adeta cennetten bir k\u00f6\u015fe gibiydi ve bunu b\u0131rakmayacakt\u0131m. Karde\u015flerden biri \u00e7\u0131k\u0131p \u015f\u00f6yle konu\u015ftu: \u201cG\u00fcnahl\u0131y\u0131 kimse sevmez ama \u0130sa Mesih sevdi. O kadar sevdi ki, y\u00fcceli\u011fini b\u0131rak\u0131p d\u00fcnyam\u0131za geldi, bizler i\u00e7in \u00e7arm\u0131hta kurban oldu. Onun kan\u0131 iman edenlerin g\u00fcnahlar\u0131n\u0131 temizler\u201d. Ben \u015fa\u015fk\u0131nl\u0131kla dinliyordum, s\u00f6ylenenleri akl\u0131m alm\u0131yordu. Nas\u0131l olur da iki bin y\u0131l \u00f6nce gelmi\u015f olan \u0130sa \u015fimdi benim g\u00fcnahlar\u0131m\u0131 ba\u011f\u0131\u015flayabilirdi. Onun Tanr\u0131 oldu\u011funu bilmedi\u011fimden anlamakta zorlan\u0131yordum. Tanr\u0131 oldu\u011funu duydu\u011fumda buna inanmak istedim ama inanamad\u0131m. D\u00f6rt hafta d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcncelerimle bo\u011fu\u015ftuktan sonra Rab bana yard\u0131m etti. Luka 18:17\u2019yi okurken ayd\u0131nland\u0131m: \u201cTanr\u0131\u2019n\u0131n Egemenli\u011fi\u2019ni bir \u00e7ocuk gibi kabul etmeyen, bu egemenli\u011fe asla giremez\u201d. O anda y\u00fcre\u011fime g\u00f6kten bir \u015fey indi\u011fini hissettim ve iman ettim. O an\u0131 asla unutamam, sevin\u00e7le dolmu\u015ftum. \u0130\u015fte bunun i\u00e7in iman edebilmek Tanr\u0131\u2019n\u0131n b\u00fcy\u00fck bir l\u00fctfudur dedim.<\/p>\n<p>O haftaki toplant\u0131da tekrar ayn\u0131 karde\u015f y\u00fcrekten iman ediyorsan\u0131z a\u011fz\u0131n\u0131zla ikrar etmelisiniz dedi. \u00c7ok zorland\u0131m, utan\u0131p s\u0131k\u0131larak da olsa g\u00f6zlerimi kapat\u0131p Kutsal Ruh\u2019un g\u00fcc\u00fcyle a\u011fz\u0131m\u0131 a\u00e7arak konu\u015fmaya ba\u015flad\u0131m: \u201cRabbim ve Allah\u0131m. Sen benim i\u00e7in \u00e7arm\u0131hta can\u0131n\u0131 verdin\u201d diye devam ederken g\u00f6z ya\u015flar\u0131m sel oldu akt\u0131. G\u00fcnah\u0131n y\u00fck\u00fcnden kurtularak ku\u015f gibi hafifledi\u011fimi hissettim. \u0130\u015fte bu sevin\u00e7le, doktorun dedi\u011fi gibi hastal\u0131\u011f\u0131m da \u015fifa buldu.<\/p>\n<p>Karde\u015flerim, bu sevinci d\u00fcnyada hi\u00e7bir \u015fey veremez. Ben yeniden do\u011farak karanl\u0131ktan \u0131\u015f\u0131\u011fa, mutsuzluktan mutlulu\u011fa ge\u00e7mi\u015ftim. O benim hayat ekme\u011fim, hayat suyum, \u0130yi \u00c7oban\u0131m, ger\u00e7ek Dostum, Efendim ve Kral\u0131m oldu. 2 Aral\u0131k 1949 g\u00fcn\u00fcnden beri, yani altm\u0131\u015f \u00fc\u00e7 y\u0131ld\u0131r O beni y\u0131lmadan ta\u015f\u0131d\u0131. D\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc\u011f\u00fcmde kald\u0131rd\u0131, hastaland\u0131\u011f\u0131mda \u015fifa verdi. Her hastaland\u0131\u011f\u0131mda bana yeni bir \u015feyler \u00f6\u011fretti, beni hi\u00e7 b\u0131rakmad\u0131. O harika Kurtar\u0131c\u0131\u2019d\u0131r. Onu \u00f6vd\u00fck\u00e7e \u00f6vmek istiyorum! O dirildi ve bizi de diriltti. \u015eimdi Baba\u2019n\u0131n sa\u011f\u0131nda oturuyor. Bir g\u00fcn g\u00f6rkemiyle tekrar gelecek, kilisesini al\u0131p yeni d\u00fcnyada kendi halk\u0131yla beraber saltanat s\u00fcrecektir. Bu y\u00fczden O\u2019nun geli\u015fini bekleyen \u0130ncil\u2019deki o ak\u0131ll\u0131 k\u0131zlar gibi olal\u0131m. \u0130\u015fte o zaman sonsuza dek O\u2019na tap\u0131nacak, y\u00fcceltecek ve O\u2019nunla hasret giderebilece\u011fiz. Baba, O\u011ful ve Kutsal Ruh olan tek Tanr\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 tamamen tan\u0131yacak, meleklerle birlikte O\u2019na tap\u0131naca\u011f\u0131z.<\/p>\n<p>Karde\u015flerim, hayvan kan\u0131yla g\u00fcnahlar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n lanetinden kurtulamay\u0131z. Sadece lekesiz, kusursuz ve kutsal olan Mesih\u2019in kan\u0131 bizi aklayabilir. O tek Kurtar\u0131c\u0131\u2019d\u0131r. \u015eimdi bize d\u00fc\u015fen O\u2019na minnettar olarak sevin\u00e7le itaat etmektir. El\u00e7iler\u2019in \u0130\u015fleri 20:28\u2019de \u201cKendinize ve Kutsal Ruh&#8217;un sizi g\u00f6zetmen olarak g\u00f6revlendirdi\u011fi b\u00fct\u00fcn s\u00fcr\u00fcye g\u00f6z kulak olun. Rab&#8217;bin kendi kan\u0131 pahas\u0131na sahip oldu\u011fu kiliseyi g\u00fctmek \u00fczere atand\u0131n\u0131z\u201d diyor. G\u00f6revimizin bilincinde olal\u0131m ve O\u2019na sona dek sad\u0131k kalal\u0131m. Amin.<\/p>\n<p>Suzan Alt\u0131nok<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>\u201cHastal\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131n ilac\u0131 sevin\u00e7ti d\u00fcnyada bulamay\u0131p Rab \u0130sa\u2019da buldum\u201d diyen Suzan Han\u0131m:<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":4198,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[55],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-4158","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-neden-incile-inandilar"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/dirisukilisesi.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4158","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/dirisukilisesi.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/dirisukilisesi.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dirisukilisesi.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dirisukilisesi.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=4158"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/dirisukilisesi.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4158\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dirisukilisesi.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/4198"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/dirisukilisesi.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=4158"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dirisukilisesi.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=4158"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dirisukilisesi.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=4158"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}